Thursday, June 16, 2011

Photos from the trip

The Wang church at Krummhübel with the pre-WWII cemetery in the foreground 

The Lazarus statue at the Wang church

Explanation of the Lazarus statue in German

Scene from Buschvorwerk

Scene from Buschvorwerk

Old town Kowary (Schmiedeberg)

The Town Hall in Kowary (Schmiedeberg)

The old cemetery wall, Kowary (Schmiedeberg)

The crosses that mark the hidden graves

My mom investigates

What lies beneath?

At the archive in Jelenia Gora (Hirschberg)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Drawing to a close

It's a sunny 5:30am in our hotel in Berlin, on the morning of our departure. For the past two days I have been unable to update the blog, as I couldn't seem to connect to the internet in our hotel in Prague, where we made a short detour.

So I'll start where I left off - at our last day in Poland, and our last hope of finding any more information on our ancestors.

That morning we headed out by bus to Jelenia Gora, where we were hoping to view some records in the archives of the district Hirschberg. There we encountered a very friendly and helpful lady (whose name slips my mind right now) who tried her best to find something for us, although she too pointed out that without a person's birth place, it is very difficult to impossible to find more information on them, especially if you're looking to find out who their parents were. She also tried to find the marriage certificate of my mother's grandfather and grandmother in Wernersdorf (for which we have the exact date, as seen on the picture I've used for the background of this blog) and allowed us to look through the actual marriage registries with her, but we couldn't find it, perhaps because we were looking at records for the wrong Wernersdorf (we tried two, but there were something like seven Wernersdorfs in Poland at the time!). She also said that she would probably be able to find something if she had more time, and gave me her email address to send her all of the information we have and are looking for, for her to do a longer search. So we'll definitely do that as soon as we get back to SA!

After that, we also visited the archives at Kowary (Schmiedeberg), hoping to find Johann Friederich's death certificate from 1914. Strangely we encountered the exact opposite attitude in Kowary than we did in Jelenia Gora - the people at the archive seemed unwilling to help, even slightly rude. While their records would have been only a fraction of that of the much larger Jelenia Gora, they wouldn't let us look at any of it, instead proposing we give them our postal address, for them to mail us Johann Friederich's death certificate. They wouldn't consider trying to find Josefine's, or their daughter Emma's marriage certificate, presumably not even if we paid them! What really blew my mind was when the woman asked if she should mail us the original or a copy of Johann Friederich's death certificate! Did they not care for these records from a time before they or any of their relatives lived there? What if someone else - a distant relative - was looking for my g. g. grandfather and they had sent off his original birth certificate to me - would they tell them he never existed?

We also asked them about  what happened to the graves of the Germans that lived there before the war, expecting to hear that they were destroyed as I had read in my research, but instead the woman said that, since no taxes were paid for their upkeep, the gravestones were replaced and new bodies buried on top of them. Although I know this to be standard (yet heartless) practice in many cemeteries around the world, I find it very hard to believe that this is what happened here. Firstly, it goes against what I have read - that all German graves on the Polish  side of the Riesengebirge  were decimated directly after the war, and it doesn't explain the overgrown remnants of a graveyard with the remains of an old wall  that we found directly in front of the present-day cemetery. Although I wanted to point this out to her, I decided to leave it, as I felt that it wouldn't get me very far.

The ordeal at the archives in Kowary left me feeling frustrated and defeated. All we wanted was to find the records for my g. g. grandparents so that we could trace our genealogy - instead it seemed it got us tangled up in politics and emotional baggage caused by a war that didn't even happen until 25 years after my g.g. grandfather's death! I couldn't help but notice that in all of the tourist information brochures of the area (with the possible exception of that of the Wang church) where its history is described, there is no mention of the former inhabitants and founders of these towns - they have literally been written out of history! Did my g. g. grandparents really deserve to have no trace left of their existence in the place they called home?

I guess there is no objectivity when it comes to history (or most other things for that matter). As an outsider, it is easy for me to say things should be told as they were, and the facts would speak for themselves. As a South African, I am all too aware of the historical and emotional baggage a nation can carry around with them. All of us are products of our environments, as much as we are products of our genes. While dates and places of origin can only put a person in the context of their milieu, perhaps the characteristics we share with our living relatives is a much better barometer of who our ancestors really were, and how they would have behaved given the particular environment they were faced with. In this case, especially with the lack of details we are faced with, perhaps the best answers have always been internal, rather than external.

Having visited the towns of the Riesengebirge - Buschvorwerk, Schmiedeberg, Krummhubel - where my g. g. grandparents chose to spend at least the last 20 or so years of their lives, makes me realise that there is definitely a bit of them in me. The few days we spent there were definitely the highlight of our trip, as we enjoyed the fresh mountain air and beautiful surroundings. In fact, this is where we learnt the most about them - even without the pieces of paper we set out trying to find at the start of our journey.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Answers blowing in the wind

After spending two nights in Wroclaw, Poland, we headed out by slow train through the Polish countryside to Jelenia Gora, where a friendly gentleman who knew some German and had been with us on the train directed us to the bus that would take us to Karpacz, where we are now staying.

We decided to stay in Karpacz as it is a touristy ski town with lots of accommodation options only 6km from Kowary, which used to be called Schmiedeberg, where my great great grandparents lived for at least 20 years of their lives until they died.

Karpacz (still referred to sometimes by its old German name, Krummhübel) is a quaint little town, visited by mostly Polish and German tourists for skiing in winter and hiking in summer. The surroundings are most beautiful and it was a relief to be out in the countryside after spending all of our trip in big cities so far.

Yesterday morning we took a taxi up the mountain to Wang church, a Lutheran church which had originally stood in Vang Norway (since 1200) before it was re-erected in Krummhübel in 1842, meaning it would have been here already when Johann Friederich and Josefine came here, and it is likely that they would have visited the church as they were Lutherans.

Behind this unusual and striking building we found a well-kept cemetary with German graves from before the Second World War, which surprised us, as we were under the impression that all the German graves on the Polish side of the Riesengebirge were destroyed after the war and after the German inhabitants had been driven out. Finding these graves gave us a bit of hope that we might also find the graves of Johann Friederich and Josefine somewhere in Buschvorwerk or Schmiedeberg.

So today we got up early to hike the 6km to Schmiedeberg (Kowary), passing through Buschvorwerk (Krzaczyna), where we know Johann Friederich's funeral took place, according to the funeral letter in our possession. As we were walking along, taking in the beauty and calmness of the environment, my mother remarked how much this place looked like Wilderness, George, where my grandfather (Heinz Herbert Meissner I) had bought a farm many years ago. In fact, all of my grandfather's children and grandchildren would feel very comfortable and at home in these surroundings!

When we arrived in the tiny town of Krzaczyna, we tried to imagine which of the houses would have already been there at the turn of the previous century, make-believing that one of the houses could have been that of my great great grandparents. We also kept an eye out for gravestones anywhere, but didn't see anything. While scouring a map on an information board in Krzaczyna, two Polish hikers stopped by to find out if they could help us. When they realised we couldn't speak Polish, they called a man who was standing nearby who knew some German. He told us that there were no cemetaries in Krzaczyna, but that there were two in Kowary, an older one and a newer one, which he pointed out to us on the map.

So off we went to Kowary, finding the old town a little run down but still looking exactly the same as a hundred years and more ago, except that all of the street names had been changed from German to Polish and the shops were more modern, of course. About a hundred metres behind the town hall we found the cemetary, and we began to scour the graves for any German names or dates from before the war. We soon realised, however, that all of the names were in Polish and the earliest deaths were from the fifties.

Feeling a bit defeated, we started making our way back in the direction we came from. Along what we thought was just a very overgrown, open plot, ran a stone wall that seemed as if it had been standing there for at least a century. I ran my eyes along the length of the wall, and suddenly something clicked. I saw that there was a narrow footpath going through the long grass and weeds and started following it in the direction of what looked like a wooden cross and a steel cross on a wooden pedestal, but the footpath turned away from it and we couldn't get to it. I tried another way through the grass where it wasn't as overgrown, and came upon what looked like a piece of a broken gravestone, and further on another.

Meantime my mom, who was wearing longer pants than I, had made her way through the long grass to where the crosses were standing, and told me they were definitely marking the spot where two graves were. That was it - I had to see them for myself! I started wading through the grass, just hoping that there weren't any snakes or poison ivy or deep holes that I couldn't see, and finally made it there. Although completely covered with moss and grass, I could definitely make out the two graves, although any inscriptions that might have been there, would have been impossible to read, even if I did remove all of the moss covering first. The two crosses seem to have been erected there, perhaps a decade or two decades ago, and were much newer than the graves themselves. A remembrance of sorts. Looking around I could make out other pieces of broken stone beneath the grass - vaguely. We were standing in the middle of what would have been quite a big cemetary in its day, surrounded by an old stone wall.

Could this be where all of the Germans who inhabited and died in the town, then called Schmiedeberg, had been buried? Had the gravestones that should have been standing there been destroyed by the Russians, or the Poles, after the remaining Germans were forcefully removed in 1946? Were Johann Friederich or Josefine perhaps buried somewhere in that very cemetary - six feet beneath where I had been traipsing through the grass? I kept on mulling over these questions in the bus on the way back to Karpacz. Perhaps we will find the answer in the Jelenia Gora (Hirschberg) archives, where we are headed tomorrow morning.

PS. I will try to add some photos of the hidden cemetary as soon as I am able to use my own computer again.

PPS. A Google search this afternoon led me to these two photos of Buschvorwerk in the olden days, added by an anonymous person. Underneath the first the "publisher" is named as Paul Fischer, whose name I immediately recognised as the same as the person who took the only photograph of Johann Friederich and Josefine we have in our posession!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Chased out of town by the church!

Today I'm writing from the Silfor Europejski Hotel in Wroclaw, Poland. I know that after my last blog entry you were probably expecting an account of our time in Dresden, but while we did make it to Dresden, we bought our train tickets to get out of there A.S.A.P. within an hour of our arrival!

You see, what we didn't realise and what no guidebook or person had told us, was that our intended trip was to coincide exactly with a massive church festival attended by hundreds of thousands of people. The fact that our train was so full that we had to sit in the passage for the entire trip, should have given us a bit of a clue, but what do we know about trains and overbooking in Germany? Being nosy as I am about what people are reading, it did catch my attention that quite a few people in our carriage had their noses in religious or church-related materials (e.g. Jesus fur Atheisten!), but I thought that perhaps a group of people on my carriage were attending a church conference in Dresden.

Little did I realise that my mother and I were probably the only people on the entire train not planning to attend Kirchentag, as this German Evangelical festival that runs over 5 days is known. Upon our arrival the train station was teeming with people and signs welcoming one to Kirchentag, or pointing Kirchentag attendees in the right direction for storing their luggage. Outside there were marquees set up with Kirchentag information, Kirchentag performances, etc.

We made our way to the tourist information centre, where, according to our guidebook, the friendly staff can organise any kind of accomodation for you on the spot. That is, except when it's Kirchentag! The woman behind the counter just shook her head while staring at her computer screen, which was confirming what she already knew: That there were no hotels, inns, rooms, dorms, or any other kind of accommodation for us in Dresden, nor in the surrounding towns up to 50km away. What were we to do? We decided to walk over to the train station again to look at available trains leaving Dresden.

When we were about 20 metres into the left wing of the building, a deafening alarm suddenly went off, startling us. After what must have been just a few seconds, the heavens suddenly opened up and rained dirty water down on top of us, while inaudible announcements over loud speakers presumably urged us to move towards the exit of the building. Soaking wet people were scattering everywhere while the water continued to gush out of the roof. Clueless as to what was going on, we made our way to the door and stood outside, waiting for an indication of what to do next, while brown water was dripping off our hair, our faces and our clothes.

After a while we summised that what happened must have been by some technical fault, as only the flooded section of the train station was cordoned off, while the rest kept on running without a hitch. By this time droves more festival goers had arrived, and dirty, wet and without a roof over our heads for the night, we decided to rather get out of Dresden, and bought ourselves tickets to Wroclaw for later in the afternoon.

While waiting for our train, we went for a walk and managed to locate both the Lutheran Church offices and the Rathaus, where we would start our search for civilians who perished in Dresden in WWII if we do make it out that way again. That is, after Kirchentag is over! While obviously not comparable, the confusion and shock we experienced yesterday, as well as the ringing alarms and tons of police and ambulances on standby for Kirchentag, did make me think about what people must have felt during the air raids 66 years ago, before nearly the entire city and thousands of its inhabitants were killed when fire bombs were dropped on them. Nothing was untouched by that war, something which is as evident here in Wroclaw. But more on that tomorrow.